::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
I finally got accepted into SIM. But right now I dont know why I dont dare to accept. I dont have confidence in my ability anymore. I dont have confidence in anything abot myself anymore.
I have a broken family.
I have a broken relationship.
Im broken.
He's still trying to talk to him. But I dont quite want to talk. because each time it just brings me to tears. I dont know why is it hurting me and affecting me so much. Im quite sure it is nothing to him. His life still goes on while leaving me shattered. Trust me. Any of his friends call him for an outing or a mahjong game now and he will still proceed happily. I dont know why sometimes im still waiting, I dont know for what, neither do I know what I am expecting. Perphaps I should not expect because Im used to getting too sad over disaapointments due to expectations.
He keeps asking whether there's turning back. But trust me, it doesnt matter to him. He only says and never meant it. Thats the only thing he is good at.
Give up.
Kill me. Before I kill myself.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
:: tHe Girl in mI ::
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